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Hourglass

Just an outline made of skin
And my walls are paper thin
I want to let you color me in
Feel like I’m drowning from the sound
Of all the silence all around
My thoughts are gone
I’m going down
I’m turning inside out
This time I finally need a light, a light
Tired of seeing in black and white, white
Having flashes in my mind
Can’t take the ticking of time
The time that’s passing by...
 Is time exist?

I have a day through this thinking though I hardly recognize it as something for me to let it be. I've been thinking these days whether waiting is a rough thing for me. How could it be?

Something precious is far away from me. There's someone whom I care a lot. There's someplace which I really need to go. There's something that I have to do. There's a thing that I look for.

Is it a right time to wait?

I keep struggle within my minds. Exactly I'm thinking what exactly philosophy is. There's so much incredible things for me to discover. I rolled with it whether it is the truth or not. Because philosophy is all about the concept that someone trying to realize. That's the point of it.

Waiting is a concept when something is trying to delay or abandon something that could be important for it. Some information can't be received in an exact time like right now. It needs some effort to acquire it or it's up to what destiny had brought you back to reality. For knowing the related information about the truth that happened is what some people trying to do.

I'm waiting because I didn't know what I have to do then. I wondered how could my life will be. Everything better and worse could be happen in anytime. This time, I don't feel the right thing what was happening.

So exactly right now, I decided to keep struggle on my projects. I watched and learned through everything that's going to happen. And fight for my life's sake....

Exactly my life....

What's happening?

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