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Are you a time killer?

I'm bored
I've been playing as someone here :) Are you OK? I acted as myself as the other someone here. I lost myself back at the sea. Well, don't you think it is necessary for us to play?

Hey! Show me something. Is it beautiful? Is it awful? Is it terrific? Is it terrible? Is it nothing?
So back like the old time. How do I recognize that thing to myself. So do I have to react awkward? happy? or overreacting?

I'm just guessing why I do hate boredom. Boredom is something that anybody aware of. That's why the witches are afraid of them. I know it, in just fairy tales. Because I realized that's nothing to do with me.

What I'm doing here is playing a game. It's somewhat refer to a game that witches have been played on us. I played for only just myself. Set my own mission objectives. Taking advantages of anything that had happen. That is something I have to fight over and over. Even it could kill me.

One of the game that I always play is time killing. There's no exact definition of that kind of activity. Don't have to discuss about it. All that I have known is just doing something worthwhile for yourself. Or for the others if their existence matter on you.

Time killing. I just have to kill more time. Not just by standing in silence. Just do something! For my sake, for my life. Then accomplish your objectives. Get know everything and keep surviving.

That's my life no other than a time killer. Are you a time killer too?

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K: Pernah nemu literatur yang bahas ini? Aku lagi di tahap 3.
http://www.thewritersjourney.com/hero's_journey.htm

F: Baru sekarang, tapi menurutku kau sudah di tahap 4 atau 5, kalau merecall kembali semua yg kau ceritakan. Menurutku di tahap itulah orang menjadi 'yang lain', bahkan mulai teralienasi

K: Kau mungkin benar. Nampaknya aku masih melaluinya perlahan-lahan.
Setelah ku renungkan, ternyata aku sudah di tahap 6

F: Kira" apakah hero ini punya semacam job mirip ff? Dan test  di tahap 6 berkaitan dengan job? "You either die as hero, or live  long enough to  see yourself become villain" -Harvey Dent, the Dark Knight, menurutmu apakah dalam hero journey ini sang hero bisa misguide, dan mengapa? 

K: Bisa jadi ada semacam sistem job yang termasuk di dalamnya. Yang mengubah job awal seseorang menjadi job transenden.
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