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Aku tampak selalu bersamanya dalam bayangan. Ia muncul sebagai sosok yang selalu aku rindukan. Aku merasakan clear view pada realita yang ku alami. Ia berada di hadapan ku, di dimensi gelap. Kami saling berhadapan, memandang satu sama lain. Aku merasa kamu akan melakukan sesuatu yang mendekatkan kita. Kepala ku mulai terasa sakit. Apa yang kamu maksud?

#REFLEKSI Coldplay - Fix You

Melepaskan kamu dalam belenggu harapan bahwa aku dapat memperbaiki kamu. Bukan nyatanya yang sebenarnya aku lakukan. Mungkin itu tidak sesuai, dari situ aku mengingat kembali ketakutan ku yang mengganggu. Aku bercerita mengenai ia, sekali lagi. Dalam keputusasaan karena aku takut kehilangan ia. Ia justru meninggal, meninggalkan aku. Layaknya seperti menghadapi kematian dari orang yang sungguh-sungguh disayangi. Itu terjadi ketika berbulan-bulan lalu. Agustus 2016 - Desember 2016. Apalagi yang ku cari setelah ku tahu bahwa ia tidak akan pernah ada lagi untuk hidupku. "Tolong sembunyikan aku. Aku merasa tak pantas untuk hidup." Apalagi yang aku cari, apalagi, apalagi. Sudah cukupkah kamu mengejar terus menerus, kelelahan tanpa jawaban yang pasti dari dirinya sendiri. Bahkan seketika tubuh ini memanggil kenangan ketubuhan: sakit kepala, kedinginan, demam, dan panas. Dingin dan panas menyelimuti tubuh ku. Ini merusak, hentikan. Bagaimana dengan memperbaiki ia? Aku malah berakhi…

#REFLECT KATO, Sigala - Show You Love ft. Hailee Steinfeld

I... Hi. Welcome. Are you a stranger. You are showing yourself. But I see him in a while before you really come. I could see how it fascinates me. I fell blessed in love. How you could approve that, I like it. I think it is worthwhile for us to keep it in deep secret. Show me less. Show me less than you ever. Ever be like I do. I never ever...

#REFLECT "CANDYMAN" played w/ 50,000 M&M'S! - Zedd & Aloe Blacc

Hey... you know that it is gained me a new insight how do I see things clearly. I why you... Leaf is green and never feel so good unless you feel it. I saw why you lit up the lights of understanding. I could see you. I find this useful for both of us. I looked on it. I saw you. I felt you. But you've never been there. I looked it again. Aw, it's delusion. It's so good until I realize that you entirely doesn't exist at all. I blanked. I looked at you again. I saw you cry in tears. I swept your face. It's OK to be never existed in the world....

#REFLECT! Utada Hikaru - Passion (Live Studio Ver.)

I know that I don't know. While I got this better than myself. You said, "it's true being wrong at the time." But how would you know about it... about how you make this all happen. Isn't it wonderful. I don't know.... It's just happening. You did that. You did that. You did that. I've checked it all over. How do I know about it and how? Oh how? You couldn't see it. You've blinded. See? You are blinded. I don't know too. I was going too far from you, out of fear. I see it is not what I wanted to. I loved you. But you... never love me at all. You got the things all out from me. Get it all just for yourself. When your friends rejected me, I succumbed. You did the same (out of fear too). Afraid you said. You're paralyzed....

If a friend were to describe your accomplishments in up to three sentences, what would he or she say?

YG Tenang, santai, do'a AG
Pendidikan, hobby & karir PP
Keikhlasan, titik temu, resolusi M
Bangkit dari keterpurukan N
Kamu orang yang gigih dalam mengejar sesuatu. Pantang menyerah. Menurut aku sih gitu hahaa LA
Bisa buat gerakan sendiri. Bisa melatih. Dan ujungnya bisa bikin garapan tari. CA
Ketabahan hati
Kesabaran
Keikhlasan  FH
Barangkali kalau sampai saat ini adalah "berpindah-pindah rumah sakit", karena:
A. Kamu mendapatkan luka dari 'malpraktik' pengasuhan oleh orang tuamu  di waktu dulu.
B. Bertambah sakit karena dirawat dokter gadungan, tapi kamu belajar bahwa dokter sejati adalah dirimu sendiri.
C. Kamu dipersiapkan untuk menjadi dokter di rumah sakit jiwa, untuk saat ini kamu baru dapat inspirasi untuk seni yang akan kamu lakukan (termasuk dengan tindakanmu dalam membuat kelompok). APHN
Menjadi survivor, berpartisipasi, dan berkontribusi pada komunitas dan pelayanan kesehatan jiwa, pementasan karya?asa banyak ahVG
Aku kurang tau secara kongkrit n…

#BasmutReinz Ideas from Passion / Sanctuary - Mree Cover (Kingdom Hearts)

When it's so hard to ditch you away. I found this passion. I just believe that only me who could fix it. I didn't know how I could so confident like this. Checking it on and on just like approaching delusions, just like before. I can encounter this situation.RECALL

My logotherapist asked me to create an art performance to release the languages and meaning of his hallucionoid appearance. It disturb almost all day, all week. And so, I gained resilience to stay calm. I projected it onto a story called #BasmutChronicle and #BasmutReinz, a story about a young pilgrim (he's actually 250 years old living in 20 years old body) and his eternal beloved (whom then he found out to be male because indeed the pilgrim is a woman in heart). They against a test of wholeness to find love beyond body, a gift of Platonic Love.

Coldplay - Hypnotised (Official Lyric Video)

I rub my hair. Just what could it, how do I, do I... Stop Am I still alive? How was the pain? It is over. Well you are doing it quiet well. Hypnotized, realizing it's unreal to match the reality unmatched. It's never exist. The ideals. Realizing, realizing. What you choose, is what you choose. I hear those words again. Do I? Do I? But staring in a nonstop staring. I feel you. I hear you. I couldn't see you, but. Ah, where am I? Do I know you? Have we meet before? Ah, never mind. it is never exist anyway. Your love or I've been hypnotized. Just right now, I am looking through the hypno-feeling. I am sleeping.

Kelas Menggambar - Rumah Belajar MAPUSTA JABAR

Sejak Februari 2017, saya ikut serta dalam kegiatan Kelas Menggambar di Rumah Belajar MAPUSTA Jabar. Kegiatan ini diadakan di BAPUSIPDA Jabar. Dalam percobaan menggambar saya, sensei Afrina berkata bahwa gaya gambar saya mirip dengan gaya komik Amerika. Tugas-tugasnya menyenangkan. Menggambarkan wajah, kepala, lalu bentuk-bentuk geometri.

Kelas menggambar untuk anak dan orang dewasa dilaksanakan bersamaan. Afrina dan Antong mengajar masing-masing kelas secara bergantian. Ruangan dipenuhi oleh anak-anak sementara kelas menggambar orang dewasa diikuti dua-tiga orang dalam setiap pertemuannya.





The Chainsmokers & Coldplay - Something Just Like This

Even when it's sweet. I learned to take faith in every decision. Soon, togetherness could be achieved. How? I realized it's much worth time to grow and develop before things like these happen. Wondering how.

#Lalu Yuna - Poor Heart

Melihat kembali dunia. Jelas, sebenarnya untuk apa aku terus menerus menderita?

Coffe Shop Girl ~ Gadis Kedai Kopi

A post shared by Li Arofu (@lita.arofu) on Feb 5, 2017 at 8:37pm PST "Ada hal yang ingin aku ceritakan," aku berkata padanya.  "Apa?"
"Aku ingin menceritakan kamu dalam dossier ku," jawab ku polos
"silakan..."

Gadis kedai kopi akan menciptakan sebuah pertunjukan di kedai kopi #TOBECONTINUED Jika kau sudah mengetuk dan tetap tertutup, maka itu bukan pulangmu. Sebab rumah, pasti akan hafal pemiliknya Rumahmu akan hafal langkah, suara, dan rindumu meski ia paham betul tak ada kopi yg mampu diseduh, tak ada cinta yg mampu diutarakan, lagi. "pulanglah" Sapa pintu itu tiap kali rinduku lewat. #rindu #olahbatin #poetrygraphic #jendelakopigarut #penyoekakopi #wisatabatin A post shared by Li Arofu (@lita.arofu) on Nov 8, 2016 at 10:26pm PST